Additction
In my psychology class (which I earned a measly 82% in, that is another bitch blog entirely) I learned that the first step to treatment of an addiction is admitting you have a problem. Therefor, I decided to publically announce on my blog (that only about two people read) that I, Nan, have an addiction.
This addiction has caused a number of ill effects on my life. I cannot go anywhere without getting my fix. Resturaunts, movies, or even being at home pondering my own thoughts or the entertaining thoughts of my crazy, yet supportive husband. I think about it when I am in bed, I dream about it, I have fantacies about it. It no-doubtedly had contributed to my hypertension and my poor sleeping habits. This addiction has contributed to the "ramped decay" in my general health. It may be responsible for my not liking summer...why me? Why me, I ask. Why can't I have an addiction such as Anorexia Nervosa. At least I could lose a few pounds. But no, my family jeans wont allow me such luxury. I have to be addictively possessed by the demon beverage. The brown bubbly beverage. The beverage that has caused this chaotic destructiveness in my life and continues to do so. I now am contemplating a ten setp program, hopefully on line so I can complete the steps at my convenience. I am hoping the judge of life goes easy on me. I cant live without the Coke. It has been one of my best friend throughout the years. I like it on ice, warm, in a can, in a glass, on tap, or spilled on the street. I will take it from the hands of children without hesitation. Hmmmm. I love diet coke.
This addiction has caused a number of ill effects on my life. I cannot go anywhere without getting my fix. Resturaunts, movies, or even being at home pondering my own thoughts or the entertaining thoughts of my crazy, yet supportive husband. I think about it when I am in bed, I dream about it, I have fantacies about it. It no-doubtedly had contributed to my hypertension and my poor sleeping habits. This addiction has contributed to the "ramped decay" in my general health. It may be responsible for my not liking summer...why me? Why me, I ask. Why can't I have an addiction such as Anorexia Nervosa. At least I could lose a few pounds. But no, my family jeans wont allow me such luxury. I have to be addictively possessed by the demon beverage. The brown bubbly beverage. The beverage that has caused this chaotic destructiveness in my life and continues to do so. I now am contemplating a ten setp program, hopefully on line so I can complete the steps at my convenience. I am hoping the judge of life goes easy on me. I cant live without the Coke. It has been one of my best friend throughout the years. I like it on ice, warm, in a can, in a glass, on tap, or spilled on the street. I will take it from the hands of children without hesitation. Hmmmm. I love diet coke.





